Today is her third year anniversary, since she pass away. and i still cant forgive myself for what had happen to her! it's still hurt me badly! Please stop calling me and ask me what actually happen to her that day! i still cant talk about it,

i will just blog about it! for those who want to know. well three years on 15 Aug 2006 on monday after School we want to watch movie at Tampines! when we reach near Tampines, about to cross the road, a car was speeding which is about to hit me but she push me away and hit her! Her blood is all on my cloths. ambulance was call, but the ambulance didnt make on time. I know that her parent said is not my fault but i feel that i should be the one! Not her.

Well the next day, when i go to school trying my best to act like notting happen. but everyone say im heartless "How you can be smiling when your Girlfriend just pass away yesterday" after that around 10am i really can't hold back anymore, and i went home.

Reach home, my parents scold me for skip school(which they didn't know what happen). in my mind, my bad day go to worst.

i still trying to move on but how? please help me...